Friday, March 21, 2008

Why Why Why

If there is a chance that there is another myself which can answer my question honestly, I would like to ask "WHY I AM SO TERRIBLE(especially in studies)".

What is the things that I lack for me to be more serious with my current life? Everyone is trying their best in their study as for me, is it what im doing now is all the best i can do or i can do even better? I really can't answer myself no matter how many times i asked myself.

Do I really lack of some important things that causing myself end up like this or i am just trying to blame on other reason when the actual reason is im lazy.

*I feel so confused. Even I myself dunno what i am writing here*