Depressed Soul

Since long time ago, I got a wish.... A wish that is still not yet come true. I have been waiting and trying so hard but everytime the result is only one and it keep repeating over and over again. Many people told me have to think positively but if you are in my current position, do you really can do what as you said all the time? "Think positively"

Everytime after the impact I can only say that my heart is so heavy that I dunno how long I can support it. Negative thinking keep coming out of my mind and I am holding myself hard to prevent it from happening. If im not doing so i think im already a smoker now.

The only thing i can hold is to wait the person that hold the key to open my locked soul. Still need to pass everyday life and the only thing i can do is keep acting.

Life

Sometimes, things may be not the same as what you seen. A person maybe cheerful in front of you but when there is nobody around him will you know what is he thinking? he may be of thinking of suicide since even he feel that the place around him is so nice but his life is full of sadness that nobody will ever know.

Poor Handwriting + Problematic Patient

Today just before the end of the working day, come one phone call from patient that claimed that the pharmacist given wrong medication to him, since that there is 2 envelopes where one written his name and another written another person name......

After all the investigation on our side....... conclusion....... guess yourself but i think the topic already explained everything......

END

Repeating event of my life

Tomorrow will be the second day of working...... guess what...... The double face me is coming back again.

There are many gals already passed by my life and guess what another will be the passer by in my life again... I don't want to say this but this is the truth, i start to have feeling on a gal in my working place but high chance that i will let her go again just like those in the past......

Be Strong

Report for Duty

03 October 2008
After a long holiday, finally its the day to report to JKN and start working as a pharmacist.

Since im staying in Penang and i need to report to JKN Perak, i need to wake up at 5.00am and start my journey at 6.00am. Reach Ipoh around 7.45am. 8.00am here start the long boring briefing which ended around 12.30pm. Right after report to the JKN, we need to report to our hospital in the afternoon. Reach the hospital and now i know why friday is considered as half day.
8.00am start work, lunch break 12.15pm - 3.15pm, stop work 5.00pm.

From that day on, I will be a pharmacist in Hospital Taiping and there will be on-call for pharmacist *sobz*