EMO

"EMO" is the most annoying side of me. I used to have it quiet frequent on previous sem but at least now it's less often already. I just have it this but luckily it doesn't last more than 1 day. *relieve*

When under EMO, my friends told me that i'm like having an aura that tell people "DO NOT TALK TO ME!!". Yet that is the time I need somebody to talk to... (so contra). Besides, when I talk to other all the negative things will come out. Which is kind of irritating.

When I get EMO there is sure something happening to me and I think everytime is the same issue. Those close to me sure know what is happening to me. Usually is when I start to feel very lonely. Besides lonely, the other things that sometimes I will think of is looking at most of my friends which are already attached (90%). Other thing is that I also wondering, why some people can chose to be single while some people which trying hard to get a partner yet failed all the time. *sad*

Luckily now I feel a lot better, thinking more positive and will trying to face all the challenges that is ahead of me. I believe if I can continue like this, one day I will get what I want.

Happy always people ^^