Monday, October 27, 2008

Depressed Soul

Since long time ago, I got a wish.... A wish that is still not yet come true. I have been waiting and trying so hard but everytime the result is only one and it keep repeating over and over again. Many people told me have to think positively but if you are in my current position, do you really can do what as you said all the time? "Think positively"

Everytime after the impact I can only say that my heart is so heavy that I dunno how long I can support it. Negative thinking keep coming out of my mind and I am holding myself hard to prevent it from happening. If im not doing so i think im already a smoker now.

The only thing i can hold is to wait the person that hold the key to open my locked soul. Still need to pass everyday life and the only thing i can do is keep acting.

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