人为了梦想而努力，但是当你拥有一个你知道无法实现的梦想时，你还会为了那个梦想而努力还是放弃呢？不同人有不同的选择，但是就是有一个傻瓜宁愿把他的时间花在一个不可能实现的梦想。但可能对这个傻瓜来说这就是唯一能让他前景的梦想。
有缘相识，无缘相爱。
Monday, November 17, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Introducing Mr FROG
Today i'm here to "proudly" present my hospital senior PRP --- MR.FROG
IT is already working in my hospital since i reported to work in the hospital. Since the first week, it's impression to me is to bad that I won't even talk to IT.
Just recently I got a new PRP reported to work and this FROG is so nice and "guide" the new PRP while not doing what IT is suppose to do or even help out the other staff in OPD which is working like mad fellow running around.
Today, when I was dispenser of the counter giving out medicine to the patient and suddenly the baskets stop coming and 2 filler place behind is empty but there is still 7 prescription waiting to be filled. So, I went in and see what's happening. Guess what, 1 of my filler is filling for another counter (excused) since still doing what he/she suppose to do. Here comes our FROG which is sitting somewhere else filling in counseling form.... !@#$%^&*() Another best thing is the way IT fill prescription.
Step 1 : Take out the whole stack of prescription
Step 2 : Screen for prescription with 1-2 items
Step 3 : Fill those prescription
Step 4 : Go somewhere else while acting blind
IT is already working in my hospital since i reported to work in the hospital. Since the first week, it's impression to me is to bad that I won't even talk to IT.
Just recently I got a new PRP reported to work and this FROG is so nice and "guide" the new PRP while not doing what IT is suppose to do or even help out the other staff in OPD which is working like mad fellow running around.
Today, when I was dispenser of the counter giving out medicine to the patient and suddenly the baskets stop coming and 2 filler place behind is empty but there is still 7 prescription waiting to be filled. So, I went in and see what's happening. Guess what, 1 of my filler is filling for another counter (excused) since still doing what he/she suppose to do. Here comes our FROG which is sitting somewhere else filling in counseling form.... !@#$%^&*() Another best thing is the way IT fill prescription.
Step 1 : Take out the whole stack of prescription
Step 2 : Screen for prescription with 1-2 items
Step 3 : Fill those prescription
Step 4 : Go somewhere else while acting blind
Monday, October 27, 2008
Depressed Soul
Since long time ago, I got a wish.... A wish that is still not yet come true. I have been waiting and trying so hard but everytime the result is only one and it keep repeating over and over again. Many people told me have to think positively but if you are in my current position, do you really can do what as you said all the time? "Think positively"
Everytime after the impact I can only say that my heart is so heavy that I dunno how long I can support it. Negative thinking keep coming out of my mind and I am holding myself hard to prevent it from happening. If im not doing so i think im already a smoker now.
The only thing i can hold is to wait the person that hold the key to open my locked soul. Still need to pass everyday life and the only thing i can do is keep acting.
Everytime after the impact I can only say that my heart is so heavy that I dunno how long I can support it. Negative thinking keep coming out of my mind and I am holding myself hard to prevent it from happening. If im not doing so i think im already a smoker now.
The only thing i can hold is to wait the person that hold the key to open my locked soul. Still need to pass everyday life and the only thing i can do is keep acting.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Life
Sometimes, things may be not the same as what you seen. A person maybe cheerful in front of you but when there is nobody around him will you know what is he thinking? he may be of thinking of suicide since even he feel that the place around him is so nice but his life is full of sadness that nobody will ever know.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Poor Handwriting + Problematic Patient
Today just before the end of the working day, come one phone call from patient that claimed that the pharmacist given wrong medication to him, since that there is 2 envelopes where one written his name and another written another person name......
After all the investigation on our side....... conclusion....... guess yourself but i think the topic already explained everything......
END
After all the investigation on our side....... conclusion....... guess yourself but i think the topic already explained everything......
END
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Repeating event of my life
Tomorrow will be the second day of working...... guess what...... The double face me is coming back again.
There are many gals already passed by my life and guess what another will be the passer by in my life again... I don't want to say this but this is the truth, i start to have feeling on a gal in my working place but high chance that i will let her go again just like those in the past......
Be Strong
There are many gals already passed by my life and guess what another will be the passer by in my life again... I don't want to say this but this is the truth, i start to have feeling on a gal in my working place but high chance that i will let her go again just like those in the past......
Be Strong
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Report for Duty
03 October 2008
After a long holiday, finally its the day to report to JKN and start working as a pharmacist.
Since im staying in Penang and i need to report to JKN Perak, i need to wake up at 5.00am and start my journey at 6.00am. Reach Ipoh around 7.45am. 8.00am here start the long boring briefing which ended around 12.30pm. Right after report to the JKN, we need to report to our hospital in the afternoon. Reach the hospital and now i know why friday is considered as half day.
8.00am start work, lunch break 12.15pm - 3.15pm, stop work 5.00pm.
From that day on, I will be a pharmacist in Hospital Taiping and there will be on-call for pharmacist *sobz*
After a long holiday, finally its the day to report to JKN and start working as a pharmacist.
Since im staying in Penang and i need to report to JKN Perak, i need to wake up at 5.00am and start my journey at 6.00am. Reach Ipoh around 7.45am. 8.00am here start the long boring briefing which ended around 12.30pm. Right after report to the JKN, we need to report to our hospital in the afternoon. Reach the hospital and now i know why friday is considered as half day.
8.00am start work, lunch break 12.15pm - 3.15pm, stop work 5.00pm.
From that day on, I will be a pharmacist in Hospital Taiping and there will be on-call for pharmacist *sobz*
Sunday, July 6, 2008
APPS 2008
On 27th June 2008 till 3rd July, I was at Khon Kaen, Thailand to participate in the 7th APPS. The participants come from Thailand, Malaysia, Australia, Indonesia, India, Bangladesh, Nepal, China, Korea, Singapore and Taiwan. Next will be introducing my group leader, they are bo, amp, waen and ploy.
After introducing my group leader i should go to the activities during the symposium.
Day 0
Welcome party
Day 1
Opening ceremony
Symposium
International Night
Day 2
Regional Meeting
Poster/Oral Presentation
Laboratory Visit
Dinner at smile restaurant
Day 3
Symposium
Workshop
University Tour
Traditional Night
Day 4
Community Service
Patient Counseling Event
Free Night
Day 5
Cultural Visit
Campaign
Gala Night
Day 6
Sad Day(Farewell)
I think i'm gonna categorize the activities into 3 categories and write them as overall.
Let's start with the boring one we got symposium and regional meeting. Symposium is more like a lecture as you know, nobody likes lectures. As for regional meeting, we are not allowed to do anything (no voting right and also speaking right). Oral presentation also should be put here for me. So basically everyone end up like the photo below:
Let's go to the so-so activities. Laboratory visit, workshop, uni tour, cultural visit. The uni that we went is Khon Kaen university and it has a freaking big compound and we visited it's laboratory and given a tour around the university. The workshop i joined is on the topic "Drug marketing and promotion" and also we are allowed to make our own herbal medicine bag. As for the cultural visit, the place we visited are the dinasour museum and a temple.
Last one is the fun activities which include welcome party, international night, dinner at smile restaurant, traditional night, community service, campaign and gala night. Let's start with the welcome party, it's like ice breaking where we are given a chance to know the participants of the symposium. During the international nights, all of us need to wear our local costume which makes the party site so beautiful as everyone are so pretty and handsome. Most special costume I think will be Korea costume. Besides, we also need to perform some of our cultural dance.
During the traditional night, those people from Thailand wear their traditional costume and performed their dance in the Hall which I cannot remember the name. *sad* Before the start of the party, we are allowed to play some of the games they prepared. When food is served, the are entertained with their traditional dances and towards the end we are given the chance to learn their dance which is so interesting.
For the community service, we went to the a handicap school to play games with them. As for the campaign, we like demonstrating on the road (in Malaysia 100% end up in jail). Our goal in promote the rational use of antibiotics.
For the gala night, it is quiet unexpected as it is held in a pub but the effect is even better as everyone gone crazy dancing on the dance floor until no need to eat. This night is also a sad night as it is the last event of the whole symposium and also means everyone going to be separated soon. lastly the Mr and Ms APPS 2008.
Day 0
Welcome party
Day 1
Opening ceremony
Symposium
International Night
Day 2
Regional Meeting
Poster/Oral Presentation
Laboratory Visit
Dinner at smile restaurant
Day 3
Symposium
Workshop
University Tour
Traditional Night
Day 4
Community Service
Patient Counseling Event
Free Night
Day 5
Cultural Visit
Campaign
Gala Night
Day 6
Sad Day(Farewell)
I think i'm gonna categorize the activities into 3 categories and write them as overall.
Let's start with the boring one we got symposium and regional meeting. Symposium is more like a lecture as you know, nobody likes lectures. As for regional meeting, we are not allowed to do anything (no voting right and also speaking right). Oral presentation also should be put here for me. So basically everyone end up like the photo below:
Let's go to the so-so activities. Laboratory visit, workshop, uni tour, cultural visit. The uni that we went is Khon Kaen university and it has a freaking big compound and we visited it's laboratory and given a tour around the university. The workshop i joined is on the topic "Drug marketing and promotion" and also we are allowed to make our own herbal medicine bag. As for the cultural visit, the place we visited are the dinasour museum and a temple.Last one is the fun activities which include welcome party, international night, dinner at smile restaurant, traditional night, community service, campaign and gala night. Let's start with the welcome party, it's like ice breaking where we are given a chance to know the participants of the symposium. During the international nights, all of us need to wear our local costume which makes the party site so beautiful as everyone are so pretty and handsome. Most special costume I think will be Korea costume. Besides, we also need to perform some of our cultural dance.
During the traditional night, those people from Thailand wear their traditional costume and performed their dance in the Hall which I cannot remember the name. *sad* Before the start of the party, we are allowed to play some of the games they prepared. When food is served, the are entertained with their traditional dances and towards the end we are given the chance to learn their dance which is so interesting.For the community service, we went to the a handicap school to play games with them. As for the campaign, we like demonstrating on the road (in Malaysia 100% end up in jail). Our goal in promote the rational use of antibiotics.
For the gala night, it is quiet unexpected as it is held in a pub but the effect is even better as everyone gone crazy dancing on the dance floor until no need to eat. This night is also a sad night as it is the last event of the whole symposium and also means everyone going to be separated soon. lastly the Mr and Ms APPS 2008.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
NoGAPs 2008 : DAY 4
15th June 2008 last day of the event.
Event List
1. MyPSA general meeting
4. Presentation for declaration
2. Visit to batik village
3. Grand dinner and closing ceremony
MyPSA general meeting for the whole morning, the place that hold the meeting is so freaking cold on that day till I can't stand being inside there and went out of the room to lepak. Nothing much for me to do as i'm not the member already since i'm graduating this coming august.
Presentation for declaration, a presentation on the point of view of the pharmacy students on the topic dispensing rights, ethics vs profits, GMP and other 2 topics. The conclusion of the declaration was presented to the VIP during the grand dinner.
Visiting to the batik village. Went there to see how people make batik and buy some souvenirs. Also we are given the chance to make our own batik. After the visiting, I realise the price of a handmade batik shirt is so expensive (RM 200).
Grand dinner and closing ceremony. Obviously is the sign of the end of the whole event. The place is at a seaside which the wind is so strong and nice but sad thing is the rain. The food and location was ok but still like a bit sad if compared with the grand dinner of NoGAPs 2007.
Event List
1. MyPSA general meeting
4. Presentation for declaration
2. Visit to batik village
3. Grand dinner and closing ceremony
MyPSA general meeting for the whole morning, the place that hold the meeting is so freaking cold on that day till I can't stand being inside there and went out of the room to lepak. Nothing much for me to do as i'm not the member already since i'm graduating this coming august.
Presentation for declaration, a presentation on the point of view of the pharmacy students on the topic dispensing rights, ethics vs profits, GMP and other 2 topics. The conclusion of the declaration was presented to the VIP during the grand dinner.
Visiting to the batik village. Went there to see how people make batik and buy some souvenirs. Also we are given the chance to make our own batik. After the visiting, I realise the price of a handmade batik shirt is so expensive (RM 200).
Grand dinner and closing ceremony. Obviously is the sign of the end of the whole event. The place is at a seaside which the wind is so strong and nice but sad thing is the rain. The food and location was ok but still like a bit sad if compared with the grand dinner of NoGAPs 2007.
NoGAPs 2008 : DAY 3
14th June 2008 the third day of NoGAPs 2008.
What had happened on this day:
1. Community Service
2. Cultural Night
On this day, all the participates are in Kuantan Parade for a community service. There are a few booth set-uped for different topic. Mine was on herbal and supplement, there are also blood screening, drug abuse, safe sex promotion, smoking ceasation, talks and others which I can't really remember much already. Quiet enjoying doing such things with pharmacy students from other Uni.
After the community service is the cultural night. The theme for the night is Old school, vetro, vontage and classic. All groups need to do performance on that night. The performances include singing, dancing, chorus speaking and... i forgot again -.- and the food for this night is BBQ. Yeah finally some nice food.
What had happened on this day:
1. Community Service
2. Cultural Night
On this day, all the participates are in Kuantan Parade for a community service. There are a few booth set-uped for different topic. Mine was on herbal and supplement, there are also blood screening, drug abuse, safe sex promotion, smoking ceasation, talks and others which I can't really remember much already. Quiet enjoying doing such things with pharmacy students from other Uni.
After the community service is the cultural night. The theme for the night is Old school, vetro, vontage and classic. All groups need to do performance on that night. The performances include singing, dancing, chorus speaking and... i forgot again -.- and the food for this night is BBQ. Yeah finally some nice food.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
NoGAPs 2008 : DAY 2
13th June 2008 the second day of NoGAPs 2008.
What had happened on this day:
1. Discussion for declaration
2. Poster presentation
3. PharmRace
4. Preparation for community service
Let's start with discussion for declaration. My group was given the topic on GMP and almost all the members know nothing about it. Nice intro for them as it will be one of the subject on later semester. When preparing the slides, its quiet boring as there is only 1 computer can be used and below is picture drawn by my group members.
What had happened on this day:
1. Discussion for declaration
2. Poster presentation
3. PharmRace
4. Preparation for community service
Let's start with discussion for declaration. My group was given the topic on GMP and almost all the members know nothing about it. Nice intro for them as it will be one of the subject on later semester. When preparing the slides, its quiet boring as there is only 1 computer can be used and below is picture drawn by my group members.
Poster presentation is done by those that already did their research peple to share with pharmacy students from other university. Briefing on community service which will be done on the next day and the topic which is given to my group was...... Herbal and supplement and I am forced to be the speaker for my group. *so cham* *sobz*
Interesing event - PharmRace
Just like the explorace shown on the TV but our location is all around Kuantan. Walking all over kuantan which makes my leg hurt like mad the next day but not bad lar at least i was forced to exercise. *hehe* Other group photo (obviously im the intruder)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
NoGAPs 2008 : DAY 1
12th June 2008 the first day of NoGAPs 2008.
What had happened on this day:
1. Register
2. Tour
3. Ice Breaking
4. Opening Ceremony
Nothing much to talk about register and touring as it's so boring to me. I missed out the opening ceremony which is the worse......
Interesting event - Ice breaking ^^
For this event we are brought to a beach at kuantan which the name i dont know. Basically we are playing games on the beach and some of the games include war game with rubbish bag as our vest and water+flour bullet. My team won this game easily as the general from the other team got penalised for hitting people's head. Free flag to be captured. Other mini games such as sand art, caterpilla, fill the bottle (with sea water), football, bowling (with coconut), mummy making (with toilet paper), find sweet among the flour and few more which I dunno how to say. It's a fun event and also reason for aches around my whole body the next day onwards.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Farewell
Guess what, it's already the end of our four years course. Few months later, we will be posted all over the country to begin our mission to serve the community. Those days where we have our activities will become the past and we won't be having that chance frequent already.
See you all at the graduation ceremony and if you miss me, just give me a call I will be happy to have a talk with you. GoodBye and enjoy your holidays.
See you all at the graduation ceremony and if you miss me, just give me a call I will be happy to have a talk with you. GoodBye and enjoy your holidays.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
5 years later
It's been 5 years after my form 5. Leaving my hometown to further my study. Times really pass by very fast tomorrow will be my last paper for my degree course and i'll be graduating this coming august and start to work as a full timer and earn for my living.
Any changes after 5 years? Definitely yes. First will be in term of appearance. Second will be more independent as i am no longer staying with my parents and i need to manage my life myself now. Realize that the world is not a fair place and you need to work hard for what you want and even you spend the same amount of effort as the others doesn't mean you will get the same results. Lastly will be able manage my own feeling better and not getting emotional so easily.
Lastly, don't think that i am a good boy(no alcohol, no cigarette). I'm gonna say sorry i do smoke and drink alcohol.
Small amount alcohol is usual, large amount of alcohol or smoking is when i'm feeling down. You might be shock when you read what i write here but it is the fact. My life is not perfect. There is some thing that i really hope to obtain but till now i'm still waiting.
Any changes after 5 years? Definitely yes. First will be in term of appearance. Second will be more independent as i am no longer staying with my parents and i need to manage my life myself now. Realize that the world is not a fair place and you need to work hard for what you want and even you spend the same amount of effort as the others doesn't mean you will get the same results. Lastly will be able manage my own feeling better and not getting emotional so easily.
Lastly, don't think that i am a good boy(no alcohol, no cigarette). I'm gonna say sorry i do smoke and drink alcohol.
Small amount alcohol is usual, large amount of alcohol or smoking is when i'm feeling down. You might be shock when you read what i write here but it is the fact. My life is not perfect. There is some thing that i really hope to obtain but till now i'm still waiting.
Friday, March 21, 2008
Why Why Why
If there is a chance that there is another myself which can answer my question honestly, I would like to ask "WHY I AM SO TERRIBLE(especially in studies)".
What is the things that I lack for me to be more serious with my current life? Everyone is trying their best in their study as for me, is it what im doing now is all the best i can do or i can do even better? I really can't answer myself no matter how many times i asked myself.
Do I really lack of some important things that causing myself end up like this or i am just trying to blame on other reason when the actual reason is im lazy.
*I feel so confused. Even I myself dunno what i am writing here*
What is the things that I lack for me to be more serious with my current life? Everyone is trying their best in their study as for me, is it what im doing now is all the best i can do or i can do even better? I really can't answer myself no matter how many times i asked myself.
Do I really lack of some important things that causing myself end up like this or i am just trying to blame on other reason when the actual reason is im lazy.
*I feel so confused. Even I myself dunno what i am writing here*
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Supposingly BUSY Week
This week scedule:
Monday - Quiz
Tuesday - Quiz
Wednesday - Hospital
Thursday - Hospital
Friday - Lab report and case presentation
This is my maple character, arent he cute? ^^
Monday - Quiz
Tuesday - Quiz
Wednesday - Hospital
Thursday - Hospital
Friday - Lab report and case presentation
Most busiest week out of all the weeks that i have been having. Yet im wondering why I am so free till i can go out to celebrate my frens birthday from 6pm till 10pm reach home 11pm and get myself clean up sit down already 11.50pm. Going to bed after writing this blog cause tomorrow need to wake up at 5.30am to go hospital.
Im a person that cannot study whole time like most of my coursemate. Gaming is a must for me without it my day will feel weird (sign of addiction) ^^. Currently playing only 2 games which is DotA and Maple Story~~~ DotA usually play with frens at night before sleep while for Maple Story I have decided to hardcore everyday 6pm to 10pm (aiks im really out of control) XP. Best thing is the dicision started this monday (so ironic). At least im trying enjoying my last sem of study life gonna be working pharmacist soon.
This is my maple character, arent he cute? ^^
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Will you change for the person you love?
惊叹号 - 光良
最近发现我变得有点浮躁
心情常常太好 有事没事见人就笑
已经很久没有看过自己笑
究竟什么力量 那么奇妙
从前看见爱情我就想逃跑
或许我不想再要 尝分手的味道
然而你的出现实在太刚好
我爱上这种调调Yeah
你知道 是你让我又再次听见自己心跳
幸福得快晕倒
我知道 是你让我的生命从此不再单调
你就是惊叹号
朋友都说我最近莫名其妙
看到人就拥抱 做事效率特别的高
我开始喜欢我现在的自己
你让我感觉 我被需要
从前看见爱情我就想逃跑
或许我不想再要 尝分手的味道
然而你的出现实在太刚好
我爱上这种调调Yeah
你知道 是你让我又再次听见自己心跳
幸福得快晕倒
我知道 是你让我的生命从此不再单调
你就是惊叹号
所有思绪 被你占据 我的快乐 都因为你
错过你 有多遗憾呢
你知道 是你让我又再次听见自己心跳
幸福得快晕倒
我知道 是你让我的生命从此不再单调
你就是我
你知道 是你让我又再次听见自己心跳
幸福得快晕倒
我知道 是你让我的生命从此不再单调
你就是惊叹号
你知道 是你让我又再次听见自己心跳
幸福得快晕倒
我知道 是你让我的生命从此不再单调
你就是惊叹号
I am playing game with my mp3 playing on the background and suddenly heard this song. It is one of the song from michael's new album. The song is about a guy's changes after meeting a person (mostly a gal i think). For those that know how to read chinese, you should be able to understand the meaning of lyric above. For those that cannot understand chinese......Sorry de
Love is a wonderful thing. It can change people for good when a person struck by love. For me, I have never have this wonderful thing before so I dunno what really will happen to me but I believe that I am a person that will change for the person I love. I can't give any proof now but when the time comes, we will know. *can't wait for the person to appear* ^^
Saturday, January 26, 2008
EMO
"EMO" is the most annoying side of me. I used to have it quiet frequent on previous sem but at least now it's less often already. I just have it this but luckily it doesn't last more than 1 day. *relieve*
When under EMO, my friends told me that i'm like having an aura that tell people "DO NOT TALK TO ME!!". Yet that is the time I need somebody to talk to... (so contra). Besides, when I talk to other all the negative things will come out. Which is kind of irritating.
When I get EMO there is sure something happening to me and I think everytime is the same issue. Those close to me sure know what is happening to me. Usually is when I start to feel very lonely. Besides lonely, the other things that sometimes I will think of is looking at most of my friends which are already attached (90%). Other thing is that I also wondering, why some people can chose to be single while some people which trying hard to get a partner yet failed all the time. *sad*
Luckily now I feel a lot better, thinking more positive and will trying to face all the challenges that is ahead of me. I believe if I can continue like this, one day I will get what I want.
Happy always people ^^
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
UM Pharmacy Night 2008
I get to know about this event when A send me the invitation mail posted to him from the director of the event and it make me laugh non stop as they give A the title of president. (Since When?) *Wonder*
To let myself more presentable, i decided to get a coat. The initial plan is to rent a coat from bridal shop but it failed when I realise the price is WoW (RM180). Then, I think for a few days whether should I still get a coat. After discussed with my mom i decided to get one since I might need it after I graduate (I can hear my dad laughing through the phone) -.- and I bought a coat which cost me RM XXX. *Pokkai lor*
The night was wonderful. I would like to say gratz to the UM pharmacy final year student to organize such a great event. The performance and food was great. At the event I manage to meet Ms Sabrina and other friends which I know from NOGAPS 2007. Even though there is people that I don't really hope to see there but what to do, his/her school is the organizer.
Ticket for the Night (The design might looks simple but I like it very much)
For the event there are only 3 of us from my UNI. I hope that in future, there will be more people that will participate in such event.
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